FEAR.

Fear of the hours to pass.
Fear of the time.
Fear of waiting too much.
Fear of not being by your side.
Fear of what people think.
Fear of what they know.
Fear of everybody else and
Fear of their own thoughts.
Fear of feeling guilty.
Fear of feeling bad.
Fear of saying something wrong and
Fear of saying something right.
Fear of saying what I do not have to.
Fear of feeling what is not good.
Fear of being in my own and when I want to and
Fear of not being where I want to too.
Fear and that is all because it is
Fear of everything and
Fear of the whole world and
Fear this day will end taking you alone.
Fear of waking up to find  that maybe you`re gone.
Fear of not loving and fear of loving enough.
Fear that maybe that`s all and
Fear that maybe that`s nothing.
Fear of me, myself and I.
Fear of fearing, and that`s really something.
I`ve said that.

Me, Myself and I.

Hello to everyone. My name is Jenny and I am 21 years old. I am from Madrid but I live here since June. I think that this is a good way to introduce me and also to talk about the new experience that I am living here. I am working with and ONG known as "Médicos Sin Fronteras". I consider this job as something totally awesome. It is true that the job has also some disadvantages talking about the salary, but you can concern people about what is going on with another countries which cannot live as good as we can. I really think that what I am doing is something good and that it also has a transcendence. Or just I hope so.
Thanks for reading.
Jenny :)